to 'la la land' by demi lovato. i just added it to my playlist recently. i LOOOOOOOOVE that song!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah, i wanted my mom to see the music video, but my computer says 'we're sorry, the video you requested is no longer available' to EVERY video i try to watch on youtube!!!!!!! it's soooooooo maddening!!!!!!!
ankyway (ok, that is sooooo my new word! i accidentally typed it while emailing one of my friends, and i think it's awesome....in a weird sort of way...), today i got my swimsuit for this year! YAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!! do you know how incredibly difficult it is to find a cute but modest swimsuit??? i mean, it's ridiculous!!!!!! almost every swimsuit in every store is a v-neck! grrrrrrrrrrrrr! and it's soooooooooo annoying b/c all the immodest swimsuits are the cute ones, and the modest ones are lame! but we finally found one that is adorable AND modest!!!!!!! yay! i'll have to put a pic of it on here sometime :) i looooooove it! which makes me very happy b/c last year, my swimsuit was modest, but when i looked at all the other girls with adorable swimsuits, i felt totally lame. i know that's not what is important, but it's REALLY hard not to put the cuteness of a swimsuit above the modesty. i must admit, if i had been shopping by myself, and i didn't have my mom there to tell me that it was too low, i prob would've bought one of the cute v-neck swimsuits. i mean, i KNOW that modesty is more important than fashion, but it's just so hard to remember that when i have this adorable swimsuit on and i'm looking in the mirror thinking 'wow! i actually look cute!' ya know? *sigh* i wish there were MORE modest swimsuits (and ppl!), but there aren't. at least all of MY friends wear modest swimsuits so i'm not by myself!!!!!! :)
i didn't finish my math today, so i have to do math tomorrow! yuck! but it's my own fault. i knew that we were going out this afternoon, and yet, i chose to feel ADD while doing my math. well, i didn't FEEL like i was CHOOSING to feel ADD, but i guess i could have tried HARDER to focus. oh well. i'll just have to work really hard on focusing tomorrow :)
yay! the youtube la la land video worked on my parents computer! i think mommy liked it :) i looooooooooove that song!!!!!!!!
ok, well.....ipml!!!! lol :)
~beth
2 comments:
I am sure you look adorable in your new swimsuit. Yea! for you in choosing modest over what the world tries to tell us is cute. Just think while you are swimming you will be comfortable also. Surely it will get warm enough to swim sometime.
I'm proud of you for choosing modest, and I pray that when the day comes when you go shopping by yourself, you'll choose modest! I love you!
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